|Pruned fingertips are a minor side effect. Accompanied by neuropathy it is bothersome.|
Until last night. Now you're not allowed to stay on the steroids indefinitely because they also will suppress your bone marrow, not to mention wreck your kidneys. So they load you up on infusion day and you continue taking them at a lower dose for a few days afterward.
Then you must stop. That is the protocol. So around 3am when all the steroids had vanished I crashed. Then came the nausea and headache followed by wrenching dry heaves, diarrhea and stomach pains.
I'd experienced this same thing last time but like all bad things I'd conveniently forgot what it was like.
But now I steadfastly remind myself that this too will pass. I will manage. No I will do better than manage. I will count my lucky stars that I have this treatment. I am not out of options. I am blessed.